A long rest, I fell sick, so I took some panadols and cough syrups from woods.. will be back in camp later, it would be my last week, Hope everything turns out well and fine... perhaps a touching moment, a short period, an ending of a phase?

I lost many friends contacts, I changed a phone... if you have anything to tell me, please message me and at the same time, text your name, sorry for the inconvenience... thanks for understanding

Life's not too good, I wanted to do a certain number of things initially, but many failed... I have almost lost a doubly concern with whatever I'm doing recently, and I did not even give a heck about it... I think its a lost of thoughts in periods that causes my reaction, its not a mood swing... the concept is my brain usually works day in and out, but it so happens that during this period, it has been a constant blank... perhaps lethargy, exhaustion or just mentally down due to my illness... I just felt very unaccustomed to the general routine... every other thoughts just flow in like a puzzle instead of being smoothly...

might see MO tomorrow...
PS: I'm soooooo borring in the army during admin time... can you do me a little favour:)

It is certainly quite awhile since I've blogged and I doubt anyone ever checked or drop by.. anyway, I've been constantly writing journals while I'm in camp... I've been in NS for an almost 2months now, many things happen but I would rather keep it all to myself...
Any comments for hows life? I wouldn't really expect much, since I've not touch any film work, I am almost draining my thirst for another film...
Time is not to difficult to manage, its just too complex to figure out sometimes... it feels like Earth rotates twice as fast yet twice as slow almost at different periods.. and its just all in one's mind anyone may say... but what's in the mind is whats make life in Earth a living matter... and it plays partially a part of our daily circumstances...

1more week to pop... never know where would I go... Dear God see me through this... for a better life, thanks:)

I am infatuated with RPG games recently, I bet you can find me in any lan shops in most of my free time.. if you have any recommendations for games or cheap and good lanshops, please notify me:) and if you have the same interests, come join me:)
I guess its a rather influential atmosphere, but I think it might be a growing habit for me to pass 2years of my time here...

I'll be updating, don't forget me.. bye... take care

It will be approximately a month since I wrote another post, and nonetheless, I've haven stop or quit yet, just to slothful to write something here... anyways, I'll be in army tomorrow...
A place where saints and sins conflicted among themselves...
I wonder if I'm able to survive throughout the course after 4years without much exercise and practice... but there's always hope at certain moments...
may God blessed my health and mentality there... Get me away from unwanted and some inevitable desires...